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STEF typed this at 9:19 PM
i think i have a virus on my com! nice. i think its cause i tried to dl RA3. sian. i should've just waited for someone to lend me their hard drive with dotA and RA3. damn. but im really damn excited to play it..!!!
anyway, im just feeling really restless now. like i wanna go back t sleep but im too lazy t blow dry my hair and i think i ate too much so i just wanna do smth but i dont know what :/
and i just kinda realised recently, that i would do nearly anything, to be there for the people who i love. i wish i could be a superhuman.
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STEF typed this at 10:32 AM
i went ice skating on sunday! and i uploaded this photo cause i think lloyd and travis look REALLY WEIRD here?! HAHAHAHA.
anyway it was really fun and i swear i exercised and therefore, lost some weight and grew some muscles. heh. and we took some videos and caught people falling down!!! haha not on purpose, really. damn funny. there was this guy with his arms flailing in the background. up entertainment value HAHAHA.
so anyway im really in love with some new songs!!! okay i shall go and get them into Robocop real soon.
whoops i still have not uploaded my hopekiddo's pics! cause its in my phone and i lost my cable and trasferring via bluetooth is really.. tedious. but anyway, hopekids has really gone a long way. i think its really amazing. i can really see how God is moving in their lives, bit by bit. and i really love MY primary 4 caregroup. i feel really ^^ seeing them each week. even though they can be quite tough to handle..!!!hahaha thinking back, there's a lot of things that i really thank God for. i feel really blessed to be able to be part of their growing up with God.
okay im going t sleep liaoxzxzxz. i almost thought that i had skool tml. whew, good thing i talked to yvonne over the phone. okay some french homework then im off to bed.
and billy, i'm holding you to what you said about the marshmallow thing!
Labels: flying trains, hairclips, summer sunshine
STEF typed this at 10:50 PM
we sang Amazed during hopekids on sunday!
and the lyrics "your faithfulness never fails" really hit me.
i've neglected, ignored, forgot, took for granted and failed God so many times. and yet, He still wants t be my friend and love me as who i am.
maybe it may sound weird, but yeah, i dont really know how t describe the reality of God in my life. i guess its really something you just gotta try and experience for yourself.
Hopekids service on sunday was great! though the skit was.. err well, i better improve next time(if there is a next time!) hahaha. i had alot of fun getting to know my 3 kiddos better as well as the Phileo caregroup. got t know some new people as well!
anyway midterms were over last friday! ^^
and i have not studied at all since. so that's like.. three days of brain rotting. omg im so addicted to doing nothing. oh and also, online shopping. ARGH i keep buying things!
and i have 2 dresses not worn yet.
i'm extra motivated to meet billy for max brenners so that i can wear my black dress. HAHA.
oh SVS had an outing yest! we celebrated mid autumn festival by playing with sparklers! hahaha. the sparklers were sponsored by moi and they are like, dinosaurs serious. i half expected them to not work. maybe from too much accumulated moist or what.
its e-learning week by the way, so i've got no school tml! but i've got 6 hour lab on wed. all alone :'( two of my friends are in the slot tml and another is in another completely different slot.
oh and i have a major blessing to talk about!!!
my brain has been on.. a hiatus till like, last week? so i've been like, blubbering and floating through school all these while. yet, God kept me surviving through my friends. if it werent for their help, my comp chem lab report would've been seriously screwed! and yet i had alot of help/tips/facts explained to me. if it werent for them , i dont think i could've managed to roughly put together a lab report. yep, and eh, i never plagiarise ok! or however you spell. i even did all the calculations on my own ^^ good job, stef! haha.
okay anyway i was supposed to play audition earlier with lloyd and travis HAHAHA that disgusting game that i secretly tried when my sister was playing. oh and i failed terribly by the way. its damn hard?! hahahaha. but too bad, the programme was screwed so ah well. im going t sleep now! bonne nuit!
p.s. this feel like some kinda massive update.
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STEF typed this at 11:13 PM
ce sont des amis! Je suis etudiante singaporienne, ce sont des etudiantes aussi.
pardon moi, je suis etudier francais now. need to practice for the test on jeudi(thursday)!!!!
but i think my sentences are formed horribly so im dreading thursday. sigh. french grammar is not so easy to get! C'est difficile!!!
okay moving on, some photos taken on Merly :D
ARSENAL FTW! ARSENAL>MAN UTD.
and this is what happens when hannah and i try to study. the a to z of being dilligent! in the wrong thing.
heehee okay such a quick update! alrighty C'EST TOUT AU REVOIR JE T'AIME A LA FOLIE IL Y A DES BONBONS JE SUIS TRES FAIM JE SUIS TRES FATIGUEE(DONT KNOW IF I SPELT IT CORRECTLY) J'AIME FABREGAS 4EVARE
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STEF typed this at 10:22 PM
yay interspecies friendship day every thurday!
HAHAHA shit even though its kinda like.. digging my own grave?! ah ha. whutever. im just kinda glad that i have friends to eat lunch with and have meetups that i look forward too! okay my sentence was kinda weird but well, im tired too tired to keh gao.
so anyway, i was feeling damn sian today actually. french tutorial was fun though! yay im so glad that i have vi :D even though its like, at 8am. anyway im really thankful that i finally have a friend in french class! hooray, then i dont have t worry about embarassing head nodding aka falling asleep experiences cause i'll have someone to make sure i dont nod off. haha!
as i was saying, i think im still struggling with certain aspects of insecurity! like, i keep thinking that people dont like me. and its not based on really logical fact that i think so, its just the feeling. to a certain extent, i can tell that its just plainly my own oversensitivity and insecurity that's making me feel this way, but its hard to.. stop? haha. and i was going t be alone for 2 hours cause there was no one who had common break with me :'( then i decided to take a step of faith(if it can be called that) and just sit somewhere while talking and trusting that im never TRULY alone. then i think God blessed my attitude cause then shu qin came by!!! :O hooray! and she was just telling God that like, God send me a friend!!! then she saw me!!! :O :D :O :D hahahah.
and whatever it is, i must learn not to keep being so dependant on people. and depend on God instead! keke.
anyway I FOUND OUT SMTH DAMN COOL ABOUT MERLY!!!! omg the small light up panel is actually pressable/its a touch.. panel?! or however its called. haha. omg im super amazed and fascinated cause now i can mute Merly or like adjust the volume or excess outlook(not that i will) with just a simple tap! someone say awesometastic please! haha!!!
okay, very boring and wordy post, i know. haha. but well, twenty years down the road i'll look back and laugh at myself!
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STEF typed this at 9:59 PM
i am not a turtle do NOT try to feed me veggies :@
and no turtle wears leopard print, aye?!
anyway lookie, that's my konnyaku jellokellos! look good righto.
school has started and its been nothing but stress!!! and also i keep feeling very tired and therefore i keep nodding off during lectures. tutorials start this coming week! i hope it'll help t clear my MOUNTAIN of doubts about. sigh.
i enjoyed lab though. but now. shit man. lab reports will be the death of me. the people who did the same experiment as me all have ZERO reference on how it should be done cause surprise surprise, we are the first batch of students to hafta do this. so we gotta do it from SCRATCH when everyone else can refer to seniors' reports. all i've done so far is draw the structures of chlorophyll a and b and B-carotene, using chemsketch. which is kinda fun actually.
then i still have yet to do math tutorial, chem tutorialSSSSSSSS, and also my French homework. chem is by monday, lab report by tuesday and math by thursday, then french by friday. yippee! everything is piling!
anyway here's a picture of my awesome labcoat and i-swear-they're-oakley-inspired lab goggles. so hip right?!?!?!?!?
on a more happy dappy carefree note, we had an og outing yesterday! it was much fun though the trip there was... as the mean people can testify.
timbre@substation! first time in my life. HAHAHA WHUTWHUT CANNOT IS IT. eh at least ive been to the one at sir stamford raffles once! hahaha.
quackquack(duck) pizza!
every pizza that came was gobbled up in seconds!!! seriously! and im sad to say that its my side of the table that keeps gobbling everything down. shit man, how am i going t lose weight like that?! on top of that, beer is fattening. oh no :( im going t be wobbling and bouncing and rolling everywhere soon.
and dammit they kept trying to take unglam and upclose shots of me. and they stole my camera's memory card just to upload it fb on zhengyi's macbook!!!!! grr.
but anyway i uploaded this particular(and not so unglam one) cause if you look REALLY CLOSELY you can spot my copper red highlights :D
they're seriously more obvious in real life ok.
i like my og! they're really funny and really nice BUT they keep teasing me(!!!) but im sure they're conscious(sp?) will eat into them sooner or later. kailiang has arld started to feel mean! yesssssss soon the T word will cease to exist.
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STEF typed this at 2:42 PM
thanks for the trees, ben
Im the scooter says:
is ion mall open alr?
Im the scooter says:
i know its random
Im the scooter says:
haha
check yes, says:
yes!
check yes, says:
its quite nice
check yes, says:
but i havent really fuly checked it out yet though'
check yes, says:
hahaha
Im the scooter says:
they sell budget items there
Im the scooter says:
dolce and gabbana ?
Im the scooter says:
giorgio armani ?
Im the scooter says:
SO CHEAP
check yes, says:
prada?
check yes, says:
burberry
check yes, says:
cheap lah
Im the scooter says:
no kick
Im the scooter says:
i use the burberry monogram as my toilet paper
check yes, says:
wow
check yes, says:
that's so wasteful?!?!?!
check yes, says:
i use the gucci emblem on all my rubbish plastic bags
Im the scooter says:
so rich
Im the scooter says:
can i be your friend ?
maybe going abroad does that to you?
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STEF typed this at 10:19 PM
(yes i know my eyes are swollen terribadly. haha its a loooong time ago so.. go figure)
met up with carol yesterday! it made me really miss the old times..!
and thinking about it, i'll miss my transfer caregroup as well :(
haha this is just of some of the girls. its damn huge, serious. haha!
and thinking about it, i think i'll REALLY miss the old times.
and thinking about it, i REALLY miss the REALLY old times.
are you ready for it?! :O
scroll down more yo
omg. no prize if you can guess which one is me. HAHA.
and hannah looks pretty much the same!!! (PRETTY LAH :P )
just minus the braces only.
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STEF typed this at 11:34 AM
STEF STOP SPENDING MONEY. I AM NOT RICH SO THEREFORE PLEASE STOP SPENDING AND START SAVING.
THANKS MATTHIAS. HAHAHA.
you've got a knack for electric chainsaws. these are on 2 separate occasions..!
stef says:
what's up with your msn
thaddeus says:
my internet sucks haha
thaddeus says:
my cousin changed the modem recently
stef says:
oh i see
thaddeus says:
but i think
stef says:
whut
thaddeus says:
whats up with it
thaddeus says:
is that
thaddeus says:
its probably going through midlife crisis
thaddeus says:
its wondering whether it should be a modem or pursue the microwave oven career
thaddues says:
so its a pretty awkward and fragile situation now we usually try not to talk about it at home
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STEF typed this at 10:52 PM
even though lj's really fun t blog at(what with the mood thing and the controlled privacy thing), i still cannot bear t abandon this blogspot site which has been with me for so long!!! from sniff-.blogspot.com(!!! HAHAHA) to justkeepitlow.
anyway, i had a really gr8 day today! thinking about all the events today makes me really :D
oh and i got a yak pak for uni, and i think i'll most prob get the vans lah. haha! i feel slightly not-so-good that the bag wasnt that cheap and that the vans are also not cheap though :/// but yeah, i guess i'll really make good use of it. oh and billy, im still kind of thinking about the dress at revoltage! maybe i should have at least tried it on. then hopefully it doesnt look good on me so i would not feel tempted t buy it..! hahaha!
i had a really really nice time with billy, and also a really heartwarming time with rapc (:
i like today very very much (:
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STEF typed this at 11:23 PM
weehoo! i had a yummilicious and handsomelicious cake!
batman forever :D
it was the fourth day of scamp! so yinglin and i left our og for a few hours. haha it was supposed t be on the pretext of some unit meeting. then met up with our cg and they celebrated my birthday wit me :D
well, it was actually supposed t be a surprise, but err thanks to ben..!!! HAHAHAHA.
so anyway, no pictures from that celebration cause cameras were absent!!! :(
but anyway, i was really touched by the cg's celebration. they gave me an arsenal jersey(kids size haha!) with fabregas printed on the back!!!!! :D ben forgot t take out the price tag till the last moment when hannah reminded him HAHA.
and the card was really awesome! joyce is so cr8ive! i was super touched, seriously.
so anyway, i headed home after that and yay! my 2kg batman cake :D i like having huge cakes for my birthday so that the next few days' breakfasts will be.. cake! heh.
i was also quite touched that my cousins' family came down t cut cake wit me. haha and this is super funny. we took a timer shot and my aunt wasnt sure that she'd be in the picture so she was trying very hard t squeeze in, but in the end, there was SO MUCH SPACE. haha!
yay, lighting the candles!
tada!
i was so excited about the jersey, i wore it over my dress. haha i was wearing a dress cause after that i was supposed t join back my og at dxo yo. music there sucks by the way IN MY OPINION cause i dont like techno!!!!!! grr.
fabregas!!! :D
okay and everyone was laughing at my cake cutting skills :@ i dont know why, but i totally messed up my cake! the cake cream just all bunched up at the plastic knife and then it got super messy!
my mom cut the rest for me in the end.
so anyway, i also had a small and quirky early celebration at kap. haha but i cant find my handphone cable so no pics either :/ but yeah, it was nice.
thank you all who wished me :D me happy alot!!!
anyway, i had a aegis og meet up yest! haha. it was very fun and funny and i got super high during dinner. damn!!! i have no idea why. i was seriously having a killer headache which killed the fun for me a little but i still had tons of fun in any case. oh i realise i suddenly like t use "in any case" okay so weird. my pool skills and bowling skills were at an ALL TIME LOW. i swear i can do better!!!! please vouch for me all those whom i've played pool/bowling with before!!!! HAHA.
matric acts potential camp was also good. damn tiring though! i swear i have not recovered form the 5 days of scamp :O made some good friends from both camps so i am not complaining :D and i experienced many new things for the first time. like getting sunburnt on my freaking scalp!!!!
i am using ! like free! :///
i got rejected by sow damn! i'm seriously worried about the whole bidding thing. i hope yuan chun suceeds in helping me pull strings! and its seriously gender discrimination! yinglin and zheng yi signed up the same time as me (yesterday HAHA) and they both got in :@ i heard its because of too many females. BIDDING HOW I AM SUPER ULTRA CLUELESS HELP!
on a completely different note, i was searching for my birthday picture in my com and i came across many other photos. and i realise that i always feel.. sad when i look at photos taken of/with people that i am no longer close with :( i was feeling so !!! this particular day that i have no friends and that all my friends have left me. but in the end i concluded that trust in God beats everything else and i am just going t focus on my own being.
by the way, i feel like boxing people who say "i am like this one. no one can change me." its freaking WRONG and its selfish, especially if what you're doing hurts people.
the frog who swam and swam and eventually churned milk t butter. then escaped from the bucket. i honestly dont know if that's possible but i still want that spirit.
shout out to benbenbenbenbenbenbenbenbenben! hi ben! we have not forgotten you!!! hahaha we all miss you very much! hope you're registration went well yest :D
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STEF typed this at 11:22 AM
look! im trying t put my words into actions. and not let my life waste away.
okay, today was pretty much hard also. but i have have have to make this work. moving on....
so i baked brownies for the pj girls! :D
i like my pretty sticky tape :D
all set to go!
hmm. and i gave tuition to brother peck's sister today. haha! looks like i gotta do some revising of my science as well. hahaha.
anyway, thanks hannie, for trying t be there for me. even though you're pretty much busy yourself. thanks (:
also thanks brother, for always trying t cheer me up. though you cant always understand what im saying! HAHA. but still, thanks (:
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STEF typed this at 9:05 PM
oh lookie, long overdued photos from my handphone. haha.
nathan siam-ing from michelle's camera light! haha.
they're so nice t each other luh, they really share the ice cream with no complains. haha i dont rmb myself being so generous when i was young..
okay they LOVED aeiou alot. haha all thanks t sandy.
my cg member! haha!
hopekiddies so cute righto!
guess what else is cute?
my hamham!
cooper, the fatter one, is damn funny.
i flip her over and she struggles t flip back. but if i quickly give her food, she'll happily eat it lying on her back! hahaha okay, the picture quality doesnt do much justice to her awesome cuteness.
cooper eating.
anyway, something SUPER HAPPENING happened to me recently!
or rather, i had t do smth that i NEVER EVER even imagined myself doing.
omg my colleagues asked me to chop seats at the hawker centre using tissues. HAHA and it was like some trend there. i couldnt stop laughing and my colleagues got amused at me.
so anyway, when i was sitting there while they queued, i looked around t see who else used tissues!! HAHA got alot ok!
and smth cracked me up damn hard.
look! the blue object being used t chop the seat is actually DENTAL FLOSS.
omg what the HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
then i got damn high thinking about what else i should bring t chop seats next time. like, toothbrush, spectacles case, toilet paper, listerine, pad, peanut?! hahahahahaha. damn funny.
anyway i met brother peck earlier! had tuition in his vicinity and thought we could meet up for lunch. omg, i am seriously glad that i dont have t go for ns. some stories he told me damn funny though.
arcade-d after that. haha! it was fun.
thanks brother, i am cheered (:
i've started work anyway! quite.. stressful.. cause there's so many things t remember! damn alot of different procedures and papers are everywhere! i only had one papercut so far, but it was damn deep and the way the slit happened was slow and felt really sick. it made me quite scared t do the sorting after that :/
okieeeeeeeee im going t play bejeweled blitz and hao lian t ben ho after that HAHAHA.
i dont want your pity or sympathy.just go and focus on your happy and smoothsailing life and wait for the girl of your dreams ok
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STEF typed this at 2:56 PM
zoomzoom! i am improving by
anyway, what the heck, cant believe braynard managed to guess my lj! haha esp so since he doesn't know me very well. hurr, my lj is not going as planned. it needs a makeover, pronto.
had cg today as well. had a real laugh with hannah! hahaha! walao, from talking about pretty girls, to laughing at how the bus bounced over the hump. okay that bus part was just her being damn weird. im glad this is our seventh year(and counting!!!) like we should write out our friendship is sigma form lah.
today is day 3. damnit. why do i rmb this.
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STEF typed this at 10:56 PM
i might be moving my blog! haha. then i can be more selective about my privacy.
a super old photo. christmas service last year!
ming came over and we attemptedmade tortillas!
the cook! and she brought her retarded cow hat.
which by the way, was on a winnie the pooh stuffed toy. but she didnt like winnie so she threw winnie away and kept his hat! what the heck. so mean right. haha.
we're done! okay the eggs look a little messy but damn nice ok!
timer shots. with props(specs and cow cap) courtesy of ming.
my lovely new wallet!!!!
i love it soooo much :D
okay fine, the brand's not really well known or good or what lah, but at least its genuine leather!
at yeoliqun's house.
i look really dumb, i know.
going t bloody eunos for caregroup :/
okay, we realise that we're kinda late, so cannot look too happy.
godiva! ben ho works there and we get t share some perks :q slurp!
dessert+drinks at.. i forgot the name. its at the old fire station near my house! omg smth damn silly happened and it made us want t dig a hole in the ground and hide our faces forever. HAHAHA.
chocolate mousse!
anyway i was supposed t go t the doctor's today. but but but, one clinic was closed and the other was super packed. argh. so pissing off. finally got my lazsy butt out of bed, only t have my see-doctor plans foiled :(
brother peck booked in today! hope all will be fine with him. haha.
thanks, jovan and jack, for cheering me up yesterday. really don't know what i'd do without you guys.
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STEF typed this at 10:39 AM